linearity

although i've just said something unfavouring, if opposing to, linearity in the queer conference a couple days ago, i find my life constantly in need of being constructed linearly so as to be communicated and understood by others. so much reduction and filtering, holding back as well as simplifying, omitting the details etc. has constructed my life in forms of highly cliche narratives. i hate it and yet cannot do anything else.

then again, in terms of narrative construction, writing seems better than talking, as it gives more depth and complexity.