she's been busy and tired. all she wants now is rest, fun and sleep. even if she tries to be the person she used to be for me, she cannot do good enough as before. i am still left unsatisfied. i still feel there's something wrong and that keeps me from happiness.
she asked me what else would be left there if we no longer communicate intelligently? meaning that all we have together seems to be based on our intelligence, and it's not what a relationship based on love should be. i said sure that's a big part of our relationship because i cherish very much such interactions. but i also make sure that i take care of her emotional feelings. i just feel it's so unfair for me that she goes to work from monday to friday and when she goes home, all she wants and needs is relaxation. but i am not her relaxation. i don't know what meaning it has if we cannot be bothered to care about each other's experiences, feelings and thoughts in life.
i frankly don't see the point.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment