restart

nobody knows me here. supposedly.

writing in english provides me something that writing in taditional chinese seems not able to do- which is why i am back in here in this language.

i deleted the last blog that i had because it bored me. no guarantee that i won't feel the same about this one, but at least it's another new start.

maybe i will find the cynical me back again. there was a kind of force and anger in that me when i reread what i wrote in that persona.

(i think it was sars which put a (temporary?) stop to the cynicism because i couldn't afford to be bitter about the world at that time.)